The room became quiet.
Julian looked down.
“Why?”
I thought about all the years I spent trying to bury those memories.
The late-night arguments.
The constant pressure.
The feeling that nothing I did was ever enough.
“He believed obedience was the same as respect.”
Julian’s expression changed.
I noticed.
Maybe because he heard something familiar.
“My mother was different,” I continued.
“She believed people could disagree and still love each other.”
A small smile appeared on my face.
“She used to tell me, ‘The strongest people aren’t the ones who never bend. They’re the ones who know they can stand again.’”
I looked at the note.
“I thought I lost that part of her.”
Julian looked at me carefully.
“Maybe you didn’t.”
I didn’t answer.
Because I wanted to believe him.
But hope was dangerous when you had spent years protecting yourself from disappointment.
That night, after Julian left, I barely slept.
