One evening, rain trapped us under the awning outside my building.
I started wanting him there even when I didn't need him.
Nathan looked at me and said, "You know you can stop thanking me."
"I haven't thanked you today."
"Your face has."
I smiled. "Rude."
"Accurate."
Nathan knocked on my door after dark.
This was the dangerous part: I started wanting him there even when I didn't need him.
A month after the transplant, Nathan knocked on my door after dark.
No groceries. No book. No joke.
He stood in the hallway with both hands in his coat pockets.
"Can I come in?"
I stepped aside.
He sat at my kitchen table and stared at the fern.