A year ago, I thought receiving a kidney from a stranger was the most unbelievable thing that would ever happen to me. Then I married him. And minutes after we said "I do," Nathan leaned close and told me there was something he should have told me long before I became his wife.
A year ago, my kidneys started failing without warning. I was thirty-one, healthy enough to think hospitals were places other people visited, and suddenly I knew the night nurses by name.
They never gave him an answer he liked.
My life became blood tests, dialysis, medication alarms, and waiting rooms where everyone tried not to look afraid.
They never gave him an answer he liked.
Neither did I.
Every week ended with the same thought: Maybe this was my life now. Forever.
When the transplant team tested my family, I pretended I wasn't scared. My mother squeezed my hand while the coordinator explained compatibility. My brother joked that his kidney was "premium stock." Even Dad smiled.
