Then Victor stepped to the lectern.
I gripped the blanket.
He took a folded paper from his pocket. His hands trembled convincingly.
“Elena believed in beauty,” he began.
My breath caught.
“She found it in ordinary things. Morning light. Old songs. The first snow of winter.”
I did not believe in the first snow of winter. I complained every year that it turned roads dangerous and made everyone sentimental.
Marianne’s pen moved across the page.
Victor continued, voice breaking in all the right places. “She was carrying our son. We had already chosen his name.”
I went still.
No, we had not.
“We planned to call him Gabriel,” Victor said.
For one second, I forgot how to breathe.
Gabriel?
Adrian looked at me.
I shook my head slightly. “No.”
Victor pressed his fingers to his eyes. “Gabriel means God is my strength. Elena loved that.”
I had never said that. Never once.
My hand covered my stomach. “His name is Julian.”
Marianne set her pen down. “Then Julian it is.”
But something inside me had cracked open.
Victor was not just erasing my death. He was rewriting my child before he had even taken his first breath.
On the screen, Victor looked toward my portrait. “I will spend the rest of my life honoring them.”
Serena lowered her head.
Her shoulders shook.
To anyone else, she looked like she was crying.
But I knew her.
I saw the way she peeked upward through the veil. The way her gaze followed Victor. The way her mouth tightened, not with grief, but with impatience.
The service ended with music I had never liked.
People rose, embraced, whispered. Victor stood near the portrait, accepting the sorrow of others like a man collecting coins.
Then something unexpected happened.
An older woman approached him.
She was small, with white hair pinned at the nape of her neck and a cane in one hand. She wore a dark green coat instead of black. Victor’s expression changed when he saw her. Just for a fraction of a second, the mask slipped.
Fear.
“Who is that?” I asked.
Adrian moved closer to the screen.
Marianne leaned in.
The woman did not embrace Victor. She handed him an envelope.
Victor said something. The camera did not pick it up.
The woman replied with one sentence.
The audio was faint, but clear enough.
“She would have wanted the truth told.”
Victor’s face hardened.
Then Serena appeared beside him, smiling too brightly. She took the woman’s arm as if to guide her away, but the woman pulled free.
“Don’t touch me,” she said.
Several people turned.
Victor recovered quickly, placing a hand over his heart as though wounded by her distress. The woman walked away alone, her cane striking the stone floor with quiet, steady taps.
“Who is she?” I asked again.
Adrian did not answer.
Marianne looked at him. “Adrian?”
He was staring at the screen as if seeing a ghost.
“Her name is Clara Whitcomb,” he said finally. “She was your mother’s closest friend.”
My mother’s closest friend.
I had never heard her name.
“Why don’t I know her?” I whispered.
Adrian’s face was grim. “That is exactly what I intend to find out.”
That night, pain kept me awake.
Not the physical kind, though there was enough of that. It was the pain of discovering hidden rooms inside your own life. My mother had a closest friend. Victor had known enough about Adrian to intercept letters. My son’s name had been stolen at my own memorial.
And somewhere in Denver, an old woman had handed my husband an envelope and spoken of truth.
At two in the morning, I woke to the sound of voices outside my room.
One belonged to Adrian.
