Then Victor stepped to the lectern.
I gripped the blanket.
He took a folded paper from his pocket. His hands trembled convincingly.
“Elena believed in beauty,” he began.
My breath caught.
“She found it in ordinary things. Morning light. Old songs. The first snow of winter.”
I did not believe in the first snow of winter. I complained every year that it turned roads dangerous and made everyone sentimental.
Marianne’s pen moved across the page.
Victor continued, voice breaking in all the right places. “She was carrying our son. We had already chosen his name.”
I went still.
No, we had not.
“We planned to call him Gabriel,” Victor said.
For one second, I forgot how to breathe.
Gabriel?
Adrian looked at me.
I shook my head slightly. “No.”
Victor pressed his fingers to his eyes. “Gabriel means God is my strength. Elena loved that.”
I had never said that. Never once.
