Ethan slept in the guest room that night.
Noah tried to sleep on the couch.
I would not let him.
“This is ridiculous,” he said. “I can sleep anywhere.”
“You are starting college in two days. You are not sleeping on my couch because my husband has lost his mind.”
Despite everything, he laughed.
It lasted half a second.
Then he looked serious again.
“Claire, I’m sorry.”
“For what?”
“All this.”
“You didn’t do this.”
“I dropped the chicken.”
I stared at him.
“You dropped chicken.”
“I should’ve just eaten it.”
“Noah.”
“I should’ve just ignored her.”
“No.”
He looked down.
I sat beside him on the edge of the bed.
“You never have to let somebody hit you because you’re afraid defending yourself will inconvenience everyone else.”
He gave me a strange look.
“What?”
“Nothing.”
“Noah.”
He hesitated.
“Do you hear yourself?”
That hurt.