Instead, I used my own.
The next morning, I came home from my walk and found the front door unlocked.
My first thought was not fear. It was annoyance so clean and cold it almost steadied me.
I pushed the door open quietly.
Clara stood in my kitchen, unloading groceries into my pantry.
She had brought canvas bags from an organic market twenty minutes away, the one where carrots came with dirt still on them and prices that made me wonder whether they had been raised with classical music. She hummed as she removed
almond flour, fancy crackers, herbal tea, and three jars of something called adaptogenic broth.
She did not hear me come in.
“Clara,” I said.
She turned with the bright, prepared smile of someone who had expected gratitude to enter before I did.
“Oh, hi, Mom. I was just dropping off a few things. You looked tired last Sunday, and I know shopping can be a lot.”