I took a deep breath.
“They told me weeks ago… but I didn’t want you to worry.”
Tears started falling again.
“I wanted to be strong for you… even if I was scared.”
I stared at the message.
Then I pressed send.
A few seconds passed.
Then my phone started to vibrate.
One message.
Two.
Three.
My husband replied first.
“Why didn’t you tell me…?”
My daughter.
“Mom… you don’t have to be strong alone.”
And then my son.
“I’m still here. So you have to stay too.”
I couldn’t hold it anymore.
I cried.
Not quietly this time.
But deeply.
Because for the first time…
I realized something.
I was never fighting this alone.
But the hardest part…
was not the surgery.
It was what comes next…
and the choice I have to make… that could change my family forever.