I didn’t want that for my daughters.
Three weeks later, they walked into the kitchen together.
The moment I saw Brielle’s swollen eyes, I knew.
Taryn spoke first.
“Mom died this morning.”
I stood.
Neither girl said anything else.
They simply came toward me.
I wrapped my arms around them as tightly as I could, bending between their chairs the same way I had done when they were little.
That was when I cried too.
Not for my marriage.
That had ended years ago.
I cried because my daughters had now lost their mother twice.
Once when they were six and she chose to leave.
And again at eighteen, just after they had finally been given enough of her back to understand what they’d missed.
The funeral was six days later.
I went because the girls asked me to.
People I didn’t know hugged them and told them stories about Colette’s life during the years we hadn’t seen her.