The house had never been this quiet.
I moved through the rooms like a shadow, barely aware of where my feet were taking me. I ran my fingers along the furniture out of habit, moving through the darkness because I couldn’t bring myself to turn on a single light.
The silence felt wrong.
Emily used to hum in the kitchen every morning.
Sometimes it was barely more than a sound beneath her breath. Other times, she’d sing along to whatever song happened to be playing while she made coffee.
Now there was nothing.
Only the low, steady ticking of the clock.
Three weeks.
That was how long I had been her husband before the world went silent in an entirely different way.
My sister, Claire, came by that first morning and found me sitting alone in the dark.
She didn’t ask whether I had slept.
She already knew the answer.
“You haven’t eaten, have you?” she asked softly.
I shook my head.
“I keep waiting for her to call my name,” I said.
My voice sounded strange in the empty room.
“Isn’t that foolish?”
“No,” Claire said immediately. “It’s not foolish.”
She set a plate down in front of me and pulled out the chair.
“She’d want you to take care of yourself. You know that.”
“I know what she’d want.”
I ran my thumb slowly over the smooth surface of the table.
“I promised her I’d be alright.”
For a moment, neither of us spoke.
Then I looked at Claire.
“Do you remember the wedding?”
She nodded.
“In the backyard. With the roses.”
I closed my eyes.
“She smiled that day. She was glowing. Everyone said so, and I felt it too.”
Claire’s voice caught.
“She loved you more than anything. You gave her the happiest month of her life.”
I nodded slowly.
But the ache in my chest didn’t ease.
“People keep telling me how lucky she was,” I said. “But I was the lucky one.”
I swallowed.
“I got to marry the best person I ever met.”
“You did,” Claire whispered.
She stood and gathered the untouched plate.
“You should try to sleep. You look exhausted.”
“I can’t.”
I stared at the floor.
“Every time I close my eyes, I hear her begging me to leave her. To cancel everything.”
“But you didn’t.”
“No.”