That night, I drove to the yellow house on Linden Street.
I let myself in with Julian’s key. The hospital bed was gone. The recliner was still there, with the dent where he used to sit. The Scrabble board was still on the coffee table. Our last game was frozen mid-play.
HOME. Triple word score. He’d never written down the points.
I sat on the floor, pulled the box marked D.H. into my lap, and opened it.
Inside, folded neatly, was an orange crossing guard vest. Faded almost to peach. The name tag still pinned to it said: DIANE.
Under that was a stack of photographs I’d never seen. My mother at a church picnic. My mother holding a baby—me—on a porch I didn’t recognize. My mother in the crosswalk, one hand raised, a line of kids behind her.
At the bottom was a cassette tape labeled in faded pen: Kemp Elementary Fall Concert, 1995.