I thought I understood.
I didn’t understand anything.
Part 4: Ten Days
Those ten days were the strangest and most tender days of my life.
I moved into Julian’s guest room with one duffel bag. I slept with the door open so I could hear him if he called. I learned how to adjust his pain pump. I learned which mug he liked—a chipped blue one from a gas station in Kentucky.
And I learned that Julian had secrets.
On the third day, I was looking for extra blankets in the hall closet when I found a cardboard box on the top shelf. Written on the side in black marker were two letters:
D.H.
Before I could open it, Julian called my name from the living room. His voice was sharper than I’d ever heard it.
“Claire. Not that one. Please.”
I put it back. “I’m sorry. I was just looking for—”