Instead, I smiled.
"Yes, thank you. I'm fine."
I could explain everything.
She nodded and continued down the aisle.
Josh put his headphone back on.
Then his knee pressed against mine again.
I wanted to kick myself.
Why hadn't I said something?
Because people were watching. Because I hated arguments.
I wanted to kick myself.
Because I'd convinced myself that eventually he'd realize how selfish he was being.
I looked down at my book.
I'd read the same page four times.
Then I took out my phone and opened Rose's photograph.
Marianne had sent another picture of her wearing a knitted hat much too big for her head.
I smiled.
I'd read the same page four times.
I wanted to arrive happy, not limping through the airport because I'd spent hours twisted against a window.
I looked at Josh's leg.
"Josh, I'm asking you once more. Could you please stay on your side?"