"You never tried."
"I just didn’t know how."
Silence.
"Nate says you don’t want to meet her."
"I told them that."
"Was it true?"
"No." His voice broke. "Please. I don’t have much time. Let me see her."
I wanted to say no.
Silence.
Then I thought of Ellie’s drawing. Her wish for a bigger family.
"I’m not forgiving you."
"I’m not asking."
"I’ll bring her tomorrow. For her, not for you."
The next day, I brought Ellie to St. Luke’s.
In the elevator, I explained.
"I’ll bring her tomorrow. For her, not for you."
"Mama had a daddy. He’s very sick. He wants to meet you."
"Is he nice?"
"He’s very sad."
"Is he sad because he lost somebody?"
"Yes, sweetheart."
Meredith and Nate waited outside room 412.
"Is he nice?"
Ellie stopped at the foot of the bed.