My knees went weak.
"That night they left Ellie with me. Claire said they were going on a date. Ninety miles for a date?"
"It wasn’t a date."
My knees went weak.
"Then what was it?"
"She was coming home."
"Then why didn’t she come in?"
He closed his eyes.
"I watched them on the doorbell camera. Claire rang twice. Daniel held her hand. They waited."
"And you?"
"She was coming home."
"I stood inside with my hand on the lock."
"You didn’t open it."
"No."
"Why?"
"Pride. I’d told her never to come back. I couldn’t bring myself to take it back."
"They were on that road forty minutes later."
"You didn’t open it."
"If I’d opened the door, maybe they’d be alive."
"So that’s what you can’t forgive yourself for."
He looked away.
"That’s why you missed the funeral?"