Two months after divorcing my wife, I found her sitting alone in a hospital hallway wearing a patient gown

out a shaky laugh that turned dangerously close to a sob.

“I still can’t pronounce it.”

A faint smile touched her mouth.

“Thought so.”

I sat beside her and took her hand only after she moved her fingers toward mine.

“You did great,” I whispered.

She drifted in and out of sleep.

Each time she woke, she seemed surprised to find me there.

Each time, I said the same thing.

“I’m here.”

Two days after surgery, I went to Sophie’s apartment to pick up a few more things.

The city felt different that day. Brighter, though the sky was overcast. I parked outside her building and sat for a moment before going in.

The envelope was still in the drawer.

Ethan.

My name looked like a memory in Sophie’s handwriting.

I sat on the edge of her bed and opened it carefully.

The letter was four pages long.

At first,