For months, I had believed losing him was the worst thing that had ever happened to me.
Walking out of that venue, I finally understood something.
I hadn’t lost the man I was supposed to marry.
I had discovered who he really was before I married him.
There was a difference.
And for the first time since the funeral, I didn’t feel like a grieving fiancée.
I felt like Meredith again.
So here is the real question: When someone lets you grieve a life they never lost, do you still want answers, or is walking away the only closure you need?
