enough that I knew what his silence meant.
“What job in Oregon?”
“You’re crying
because he’s leaving.”
He wiped his cheek.
“He’s my best friend, Chelsea. I thought you knew.”
***
Ben and I had been married for eleven years.
I had spent every one of them sharing him with that hospital.
He was a gifted surgeon, and I was proud that the man I loved helped people through some of the worst days of their lives.
“You’re crying because he’s leaving.”
But over the past year, I had started wrapping up his dinner before I even sat down to eat mine.
He missed Thanksgiving, our anniversary, and our daughter Olive’s eighth birthday.
Sometimes he didn’t come home at all.
“We’re short-staffed, honey. Please don’t wait up.”
Whenever he finally crawled into bed, he looked so exhausted I swallowed every complaint.
Once, I
