I Returned Home After 10 Years With the Son They Tried to Erase

gentler, more wounded.

“You have a son out there?”

My mother nodded.

“I had letters,” she whispered. “From the agency. They contacted me when he turned eighteen. I panicked. I told them I didn’t want contact.”

“You refused him?” I asked.

She looked up at me then, and the shame in her eyes was raw.

“Yes.”

The answer hurt more than I expected.

Not because I knew the man. Not because I understood the full story yet.

But because I suddenly saw a pattern stretching through my mother’s life like a long shadow.

A frightened young woman had been told to bury her child.

Years later, when her daughter came to her frightened and pregnant, she had watched the same door close again.

Not because she did not know the pain.

Because she knew it too well.

Diane touched the back of a chair. “Noah thought if Emma had the