I was ashamed.”
I wanted to tell her shame was a poor excuse for abandoning your child. But Leo was sleeping in the next room, and I was tired of carrying sharp words like weapons.
So I said the truest thing I could.
“I needed you.”
My mother covered her mouth.
“I needed my mom,” I said. “Not solutions. Not approval. Just you.”
She bowed her head.
My father’s voice came quietly. “Can we meet him?”
I turned. “Who?”
“Noah’s parents.”
My stomach tightened.
Diane and Paul Whitaker still lived two streets over. I knew because I had driven past their house before coming here, slowing just enough to see the white fence and the maple tree Noah used to climb.
“I don’t know,” I said.
“They deserve to know,” my father said.
“I know that.”
“Tomorrow,” my mother whispered. “Before you lose your courage.”
I almost smiled at that,
