“You know what I mean.”
He hugged me.
Then said:
“Love you, Dad.”
“Love you too.”
After his car disappeared down the street, I went back inside.
The house was too quiet.
On the shelf sat the MVP trophy.
Next to it, the adoption papers.
I picked up the trophy.
Read Noah’s name.
Then looked at the framed photograph beside it.
Noah at five.
Missing teeth.
Plastic basketball in both hands.
Fourteen years earlier, I had entered a quiet house with no plan and found a frightened child asking where his father had gone.
I did not know how to be a parent.
I barely knew how to keep my refrigerator working.
I made mistakes.
Lost patience.
Forgot picture day once.
Burned dinner more than I admit.
I was never extraordinary.
I simply kept returning.
Morning.
Night.