My father looked away.
Samuel’s anger shifted.
“You want to know what happened?”
“Yes.”
He pointed toward my father.
“Ask him.”
Dad sat slowly.
For the first time, the ninety-one-year-old man looked truly old.
Samuel began.
“When I was born, Edward believed Dorothy had been unfaithful.”
Dad spoke.
“I was wrong.”
“You never asked.”
“I know.”
“You paid a doctor.”
I turned toward Dad.
“What?”
Samuel laughed bitterly.
“He paid a doctor to tell Dorothy the baby had d/i/e/d.”
Dorothy covered her mouth.
I had heard pieces.
Not this.
Samuel continued.
“I was placed with a family in Pennsylvania.”
“Did they know?”
“No.”
“Were they good to you?”
He paused.
“Yes.”
That mattered.
At least one thing in his childhood had not been cruel.
“My adoptive parents d/i/e/d when I was twenty-three. I found sealed documents six years later.”
“And came looking for us.”