For years I believed the nanny had walked out of my life

heard that tone from him.

“Why, Dad?”

“Anna isn’t coming back!”

I thought he was angry because she’d missed my birthday.

Then he opened his desk drawer and pulled out an empty envelope.

“Anna never came.”

 

 

 

“I caught her stealing from us.”

I stared at him.

“What?”

“Several hundred dollars were in here. Now they’re gone.”

“No.”

“George.”

“Anna wouldn’t steal!”

His face hardened.

“I’m sorry, but I fired her.”

I kept defending her until he finally told me he didn’t want her name mentioned again.

When I managed to borrow an older student’s phone at school and tried calling Anna, I found that her phone was disconnected. His name was Cliff, and he was in my class but four years older, and he drove.

Every letter I mailed to Anna came back unopened.

I then offered to write an essay for Cliff if he’d go by her