For years I believed the nanny had walked out of my life

I’m years late with this, too.”

We both laughed.

She set it in front of me.

Then Anna handed over the locket.

I put it around my neck.

She had been my mother when I called her “Anna.”

She’d been my mother when I thought she was gone.

She’d still been my mother through 12 birthdays I spent believing she didn’t want me.

I put it around my neck.

The truth couldn’t give us those years back.

But it gave us something else.

A chance to stop losing more.

These days, when someone asks about my mother, I say her name is Anna.

Then I usually add that she once showed up 12 years late with a birthday present.

She hates that part.

I tell it anyway.