but only went two streets before parking. I sat in my car for nearly thirty minutes. Part of me felt ridiculous. Another part kept repeating that if something involving my child felt wrong, I had every right to check.
So I walked back.
I didn’t call or text.
Mom’s back door was usually unlocked. I quietly entered the kitchen. The house was silent.
“Mom?”
No answer.
Then I noticed something beside the stairs.
Ben’s red shirt.
A few feet away were his pants. One sock was near the table, the other beside the stairs. His sweatshirt was thrown over a chair. One shoe was under the table.
I froze.
Every innocent explanation I had repeated to myself for weeks disappeared.
“Ben?”
Nothing.
I rushed upstairs. The hallway was silent. Mom’s bedroom door was closed. I grabbed the handle.
Locked.
My stomach dropped.
“Mom!”
Something moved