it. Of course she did not — eleven seconds, a trolley, four years into a job on that floor.
I told her what she had said and what I had answered and what it had set off, and she went bright red and said, “Oh God, I’m so sorry,” which is exactly what I had not wanted.
And I said: no, listen. You asked the only direct question anybody asked me in that building in five months.
Everybody else — and I mean the staff, and the other volunteers, and both of my friends, and the woman at the surgery — had been asking me how I was getting on.
Nobody said a noun. Nobody said Pete, or ashes, or buried.
Fela said a noun, at twenty-six, with a trolley in her hands, because she had not yet learned to be careful — and a man with a newspaper four feet away heard the